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There’s been a little more laughter in our home There’s been a little more laughter in our home lately. Snuggles and kisses and staying up way too late watching Netflix. It’s like the worst is behind us and we’re on the other side of what we’ve been dreading and the darkness that has covered us for so long is starting to lift. It doesn’t mean we’re 100% okay, but we can feel the light and the hope for the future and we’re choosing to face it hand-in-hand, together. 
And every night, you whisper to me: “This isn’t your fault. You’re my best friend. I love you more today than ever before. We’re going to live a beautiful life together.” And every night, we grow a little bit closer and our hearts mend a little more, and I know deep in my bones, that we’re going to be okay.
I love you, Dustin.
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Never in a million years did I think I would be bu Never in a million years did I think I would be buying and wearing postpartum undies without having a baby in my arms. But here we are, on #pregnancyandinfantlossawareness day today, and here I am: with a very swollen and tender belly, supported by a belly binder, not because I just had a baby, but because I’m post-hysterectomy.
Four years ago, we lost our first pregnancy and year after year, we went through infertility treatments, more pregnancy loss, surgeries, and now a total hysterectomy. And even though my doctor confirmed today after receiving my pathology results that we made the right decision, it doesn’t do much to lessen the grief.
And I guess I just want anyone out there who finds themselves carrying that same grief today to know that they are not alone. I know how hard it is to have your babies in heaven and not in your arms. I know what it’s like to have your dreams and future plans ripped out from underneath you and have no idea how to move forward. I know.
And even though today feels so sad and hard and unfair, I also know that there are pockets of peace and moments of joy to be found in the coming days and weeks and years. 
So here I am, in a belly binder and postpartum undies after a complete hysterectomy, missing my babies and holding on to hope for healing and better days.
#infertility #infertilityawareness #infertilityawareness #miscarriage #miscarriageawareness #hysterectomy #hysterectomyrecovery #ttccommunity #ttcjourney #ttcaftermiscarriage #infertilitywarrior
We made it. It’s surreal to be back at home, kno We made it.
It’s surreal to be back at home, knowing that the surgery we’ve been waiting for, dreading, but also looking forward to, is now behind us. We have officially closed the door to having bio kids and it’s hard to wrap my mind around it. But it’s done.
I had a lot of doubt and second guessing leading up to yesterday - wondering if I was giving up too fast or taking the “easy way out.” It was such a relief to hear my doctor say that my uterus was abnormally large and filled with vascular masses and that we made the right choice to remove it. I wasn’t making it up. I wasn’t exaggerating. It had to go if I was going to have any quality of life.
And to be honest, I would really love a better quality of life. My uterus took my fertility but it sure as heck wasn’t going to take my quality of life. 
And so here we are, on the other side of the surgery and getting ready to focus on healing, both physically and emotionally. It’s not easy, but it’s doable. I am hopeful for better days.
Thank you for the countless texts, messages, flowers, and cookie deliveries. Your love and prayers have made the difference for us during this time and I cannot thank you enough.
Let the healing begin.
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Between the sun and the sea and in this peaceful p Between the sun and the sea and in this peaceful piece of paradise, we have started to turn our wounds into wisdom. We have started to dream again. We have started to make plans to rebuild. We have started to heal.
Even here, we are growing. Together.
I love you, Dustin. We’re going to be okay.
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After a year of cancer scares, two CT scans, one M After a year of cancer scares, two CT scans, one MRI, countless blood draws, and devastating news regarding our journey to have kids, it’s feels damn good to have good news to share today.
I am 15 years cancer free. I have officially lived half my life as a cancer survivor. That’s a win I will happily take and happily celebrate.
WBC has come back within normal ranges. I’m still severely anemic (to be expected right now with everything going on) so I’ll be going back for an Iron IV Transfusion on Friday to try to help my body catch back up after a hard few months of periods. Lymph nodes feel normal. Lungs sound good. Leg looks solid.
For 15 years, this body has fought to keep my cancer away. And despite all that we’re going though now, all’s I feel is an immense sense of love and gratitude for it. She has worked hard to keep me alive and as healthy as possible. 
We’re on the same team, my body and I. And now it’s my turn to fight for her and get this toxic organ out and get healthy again. 
On to the next year. 
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Today, we met with the kindest, most knowledgeable Today, we met with the kindest, most knowledgeable doctor to discuss my MRI scans and my upcoming surgery. He spent over 50 minutes showing us my scans, answering our questions, and making sure we had all the information and options to make the best decision for us.
Leading up to this appointment, I was nervous and so so sad. Going to see this doctor made the news of my MRI real and scheduling a hysterectomy creates a finality to our journey to get pregnant ourselves. I kept wondering if I was jumping the gun too soon - and that maybe I was giving up too easily on getting pregnant.
But then we saw the images from my MRI today - and saw just how large the adenomyoma is. We heard a second doctor tell us that it was in operable. We talked about how I have been bed ridden almost every day for a month due to severe pain and how this has completely wrecked my health and my quality of life. We validated my experiences and discussed my wish for a life that doesn’t revolve around my uterus.
And so we have decided to move forward with a hysterectomy so that I can focus on getting healthy again. So I can live my life again. And even though this was an impossibly hard decision to make and even though this isn’t where we thought our infertility journey would lead us - I feel a sense of peace that this is the right step towards healing the wounds the last four years of infertility has left us with.
There is still so much to grieve. Still so much process. But I still have so much to live for - and my uterus may have stolen my fertility but I will not let it steal my life.
#infertility #infertilityawareness #infertilitysucks #adenomyosis #hysterectomy #miscarriage #ttccommunity #ttcjourney #ttcsisters #ttcsupport
Last night, @halecentretheatre treated me and my b Last night, @halecentretheatre treated me and my brother and sister to a showing of Guys and Dolls. Not only was the show fantastic and the cast extremely talented, but I had the best time with my siblings and loved being able to escape the stress and heaviness that I’ve been feeling over the last few weeks.
I do not take my relationships with my three younger siblings for granted. I’m so extremely lucky to be so close to them and grateful to have them to lean on. We laughed until we cried, we sang along, and we recounted the memories of our middle school doing this play years ago.
Moments of joy. I’m clinging to them and they carry me through.
10/10 recommend checking out Guys and Dolls if you need an escape from life for a few hours. It’s seriously so well done.
#gifted #heytherechelsie #myvibrantlife #halecentretheatre #guysanddolls #utahtheatre #momentsofjoy #thingstodoinutah #utahunique
Sometimes you gotta bleed to know That you’re a Sometimes you gotta bleed to know 
That you’re alive and have a soul ❤️‍🩹 
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Trendsend Review: Better then Stitchfix?

Last week, I shared what I got in my most recent Stitch Fix. While it wasn't a total bust style wise, I ended up keeping one garment and then returning it after noticing a big pull in it. I'm actually glad that I ended up returning it because the more I thought about it, the more I realized I was totally unwilling to spend 50 dollars on a sweater that I could find for 25 dollars at Target. I love the experience of Stitch Fix, but I've never had an AMAZING fix and the prices have always been a little too high for me. I also feel like my stylist never actually listens to what I want (hello large chest and long torso that does not look good in baggy tops!) But, because . . .

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95 Comments · Written On:November 4, 2015

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October was an amazing month and lived up to all the expectations I had for it. As much as I loved it, I'm so excited that it's November and that it's FINALLY acceptable for me to play my Christmas music! O Holy Night, I'm coming for you! In all seriousness, October was a killer month for me and LWR. I was able to hit and exceed so many blog goals that has left me so totally baffled at what I've been able to accomplish. It's been humbling to see what hard work and putting so much time and effort into something that I love without the assurance that it will work out can do. I have a dream and October showed me that I am capable of making it come true! #GIRLPOWER . . .

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84 Comments · Written On:November 1, 2015

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Favs and Fails October

In case you missed the announcement, our monthly In & Out post got a new name this month! It's now called "Favs and Fails!" It's still the same type of post and still cohosted by my good friends Ashley at Simply Ashley Nicole and will still happen on the last Friday of every month. So, we'd love for you to drop by with your post about your favorite things from the month and the fails from the month. They don't have to be beauty related, your lists can be about anything that you loved or anything that just didn't work out! I can't wait to see what your Favorites or Fails have been! So, my favorite's for the month! . . .

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41 Comments · Written On:October 29, 2015

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October Stitch Fix Review

affiliate links-there may be links in here that will result in a small compensation for my blog If you've been around here for a while, you know that I have an unhealthy obsession with getting mail. I love it, so much. Of course, the subscription box services do not help my obsession with getting mail. But hey, since I'm all about embracing life and trying to get the most out of it that I can, I figured that there is nothing wrong with me trying out all the mail subscriptions boxes out there. It's the little things, like getting mail, that remind me to find joy in my day and to remember to never take the simplest things for granted. Plus, as a #girlboss, I . . .

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PR Samples: I received free products in exchange for my honest review Happy Friday! Rosie girl is taking over the blog today to share her 5 favorite pup products as of late. This summer has been a little hard on her with all of the traveling. She's taken it like a pro, but I know she's been a little confused as to why we keep packing her up in the car and taking her to new places. Once we got to Arizona, I wanted to make sure she knew that we were here for the long haul, so I made sure that our home was filled with lots of things that would bring her comfort and help her feel at home. She's definitely found some favorite things to obsess over since then and I . . .

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3 Helpful Products for Eyes

PR Sample: I received a free product in exchange for my honest review I'm convinced that I basically could be the queen of the dead with the way my eyes have been looking lately. I don't know what it is, but over the last couple of months, my eye skin has taken a huge hit and it hasn't been pretty. I've developed some pretty hefty dark circles, my eyes have been puffy and watery and my poor eyelashes in my left eye (which struggle to begin with since chemo) have been falling out in clumps. I don't know if it's been this crazy summer/year of moves finally catching up to me, but it hasn't been a fun time. I've always loved makeup, but only recently have I . . .

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How to Create a “Me-Time” Box

This shop has been compensated by Collective Bias, Inc. and its advertiser. All opinions are mine alone. #OREOThinsAreIn #CollectiveBias I love blogging. I love the friends I've made in my blogging community. I love that it pushes me creatively, that I'm challenged to improve my photography, the way I view my closet and the way I approach my makeup. I love that through blogging, I've been able to work on my own issues, like being proud of my scars and accepting that it's okay to feel sad about things. That being said, it's really easy to let my blog totally rule my life. Now that I'm blogging full time, I've noticed that it's really easy for me to park . . .

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October Goals

I can't believe that a month ago, I was writing about how excited I was to leave Summer behind and how hopeful I was for September. Dustin and I had a huge move ahead of us, a new job to start and a new state to learn and I am so glad to say that September lived up to my expectations and beyond. Yes, moving is stressful and exhausting, but it is so incredibly amazing to finally be back with my husband in our own space, starting a new adventure in Arizona. September, I'm sad to see you go, but let's be real: October is probably my second favorite month of the year, (followed by December because #christmasmusic). If I had it my way, I would have it just repeat . . .

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How to Treat Dry Skin

This shop has been compensated by Collective Bias, Inc. and its advertiser. All opinions are mine alone. #ApplyBeforeYouDry #CollectiveBias Minus the lack of fall temperatures in Arizona, we've been pretty thrilled with our new home state. Our neighborhood is clean and quiet, we live a mile away from Dustin's new job and two miles away from a local dog park. And, we're five minutes away from Costco, Ulta and Target! Coming from Idaho, where the closet Target was 40 minutes away and Costco was a whopping 1.5 hours, it fills me with glee every time I think about getting in my car, crossing a few streets and ending up at my favorite stores (much to my husband's . . .

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24 Comments · Written On:September 28, 2015

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In and Out - September Edition

It's my favorite time of the month: the September edition of In and Out! I have some great products to share with you this month and some things that left me disappointed, so I'm glad I get to share that information and warn anyone of what to stay away from! Don't forget to check out Ashley & Emilie's lists too, and link up your own In & Out post at the bottom! Kat Von D Shade & Light Eye Palette - I've mentioned it previously that eyeshadows are one of the few makeup products I'm okay spending money on. I love palettes and drugstore ones just do not have the quality that high end ones do. That being said, if I had to pick one eyeshadow palette to . . .

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47 Comments · Written On:September 25, 2015

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The Perfect Fall Accessory - JORD Watches

*I received a free watch compliments of JORD for a review. All opinions are my own (honestly). Living in Arizona for the last 1.5 weeks has been everything I wanted it to be. Dustin and I are finally in our own space again, our new home is beautiful and spacious, we're 5 minutes away from Costco and 1 mile away from the local dog park. There are only 2 downsides of Arizona life that I'm starting to realize: One: Being away from my siblings (who are all still at school in Idaho) Two: No fall weather yet. It's still in the triple digits. How on Earth am I supposed to be drinking my favorite hot cocoa and wearing my favorite fall outfits in triple digit . . .

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*This post has been sponsored by Adproval and it's client. All thoughts, opinions and photos are my own. One of my main September goals was to reconnect with my husband after being apart from him for 6 weeks. Even before that time apart, we had a bit of a rough summer with constant moving and never having a space that was ours to communicate in, so it's been at the top of my priority list this month to reconnect, relearn each other and to get back into healthy communication habits. As we discussed what things we could do to reconnect (minus spending all our money at the arcade) I told Dustin that one thing I really wanted to work this month while we got . . .

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There’s been a little more laughter in our home There’s been a little more laughter in our home lately. Snuggles and kisses and staying up way too late watching Netflix. It’s like the worst is behind us and we’re on the other side of what we’ve been dreading and the darkness that has covered us for so long is starting to lift. It doesn’t mean we’re 100% okay, but we can feel the light and the hope for the future and we’re choosing to face it hand-in-hand, together. 
And every night, you whisper to me: “This isn’t your fault. You’re my best friend. I love you more today than ever before. We’re going to live a beautiful life together.” And every night, we grow a little bit closer and our hearts mend a little more, and I know deep in my bones, that we’re going to be okay.
I love you, Dustin.
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Never in a million years did I think I would be bu Never in a million years did I think I would be buying and wearing postpartum undies without having a baby in my arms. But here we are, on #pregnancyandinfantlossawareness day today, and here I am: with a very swollen and tender belly, supported by a belly binder, not because I just had a baby, but because I’m post-hysterectomy.
Four years ago, we lost our first pregnancy and year after year, we went through infertility treatments, more pregnancy loss, surgeries, and now a total hysterectomy. And even though my doctor confirmed today after receiving my pathology results that we made the right decision, it doesn’t do much to lessen the grief.
And I guess I just want anyone out there who finds themselves carrying that same grief today to know that they are not alone. I know how hard it is to have your babies in heaven and not in your arms. I know what it’s like to have your dreams and future plans ripped out from underneath you and have no idea how to move forward. I know.
And even though today feels so sad and hard and unfair, I also know that there are pockets of peace and moments of joy to be found in the coming days and weeks and years. 
So here I am, in a belly binder and postpartum undies after a complete hysterectomy, missing my babies and holding on to hope for healing and better days.
#infertility #infertilityawareness #infertilityawareness #miscarriage #miscarriageawareness #hysterectomy #hysterectomyrecovery #ttccommunity #ttcjourney #ttcaftermiscarriage #infertilitywarrior
We made it. It’s surreal to be back at home, kno We made it.
It’s surreal to be back at home, knowing that the surgery we’ve been waiting for, dreading, but also looking forward to, is now behind us. We have officially closed the door to having bio kids and it’s hard to wrap my mind around it. But it’s done.
I had a lot of doubt and second guessing leading up to yesterday - wondering if I was giving up too fast or taking the “easy way out.” It was such a relief to hear my doctor say that my uterus was abnormally large and filled with vascular masses and that we made the right choice to remove it. I wasn’t making it up. I wasn’t exaggerating. It had to go if I was going to have any quality of life.
And to be honest, I would really love a better quality of life. My uterus took my fertility but it sure as heck wasn’t going to take my quality of life. 
And so here we are, on the other side of the surgery and getting ready to focus on healing, both physically and emotionally. It’s not easy, but it’s doable. I am hopeful for better days.
Thank you for the countless texts, messages, flowers, and cookie deliveries. Your love and prayers have made the difference for us during this time and I cannot thank you enough.
Let the healing begin.
#infertility #infertilityawareness #hysterectomy #hysterectomyrecovery #ttcjourney #infertilitysucks #infertilitywarrior #infertilitysupport #hysterectomyawareness #misscarriage #uofuhealth
Between the sun and the sea and in this peaceful p Between the sun and the sea and in this peaceful piece of paradise, we have started to turn our wounds into wisdom. We have started to dream again. We have started to make plans to rebuild. We have started to heal.
Even here, we are growing. Together.
I love you, Dustin. We’re going to be okay.
#cabosanlucasmexico #villadelmar #cabomexico #infertilityawareness #childlessnotbychoice #childfreeafterinfertility #childfreenotbychoice #ttccommunity #ttcjourney #healingafterinfertility
After a year of cancer scares, two CT scans, one M After a year of cancer scares, two CT scans, one MRI, countless blood draws, and devastating news regarding our journey to have kids, it’s feels damn good to have good news to share today.
I am 15 years cancer free. I have officially lived half my life as a cancer survivor. That’s a win I will happily take and happily celebrate.
WBC has come back within normal ranges. I’m still severely anemic (to be expected right now with everything going on) so I’ll be going back for an Iron IV Transfusion on Friday to try to help my body catch back up after a hard few months of periods. Lymph nodes feel normal. Lungs sound good. Leg looks solid.
For 15 years, this body has fought to keep my cancer away. And despite all that we’re going though now, all’s I feel is an immense sense of love and gratitude for it. She has worked hard to keep me alive and as healthy as possible. 
We’re on the same team, my body and I. And now it’s my turn to fight for her and get this toxic organ out and get healthy again. 
On to the next year. 
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Today, we met with the kindest, most knowledgeable Today, we met with the kindest, most knowledgeable doctor to discuss my MRI scans and my upcoming surgery. He spent over 50 minutes showing us my scans, answering our questions, and making sure we had all the information and options to make the best decision for us.
Leading up to this appointment, I was nervous and so so sad. Going to see this doctor made the news of my MRI real and scheduling a hysterectomy creates a finality to our journey to get pregnant ourselves. I kept wondering if I was jumping the gun too soon - and that maybe I was giving up too easily on getting pregnant.
But then we saw the images from my MRI today - and saw just how large the adenomyoma is. We heard a second doctor tell us that it was in operable. We talked about how I have been bed ridden almost every day for a month due to severe pain and how this has completely wrecked my health and my quality of life. We validated my experiences and discussed my wish for a life that doesn’t revolve around my uterus.
And so we have decided to move forward with a hysterectomy so that I can focus on getting healthy again. So I can live my life again. And even though this was an impossibly hard decision to make and even though this isn’t where we thought our infertility journey would lead us - I feel a sense of peace that this is the right step towards healing the wounds the last four years of infertility has left us with.
There is still so much to grieve. Still so much process. But I still have so much to live for - and my uterus may have stolen my fertility but I will not let it steal my life.
#infertility #infertilityawareness #infertilitysucks #adenomyosis #hysterectomy #miscarriage #ttccommunity #ttcjourney #ttcsisters #ttcsupport
Last night, @halecentretheatre treated me and my b Last night, @halecentretheatre treated me and my brother and sister to a showing of Guys and Dolls. Not only was the show fantastic and the cast extremely talented, but I had the best time with my siblings and loved being able to escape the stress and heaviness that I’ve been feeling over the last few weeks.
I do not take my relationships with my three younger siblings for granted. I’m so extremely lucky to be so close to them and grateful to have them to lean on. We laughed until we cried, we sang along, and we recounted the memories of our middle school doing this play years ago.
Moments of joy. I’m clinging to them and they carry me through.
10/10 recommend checking out Guys and Dolls if you need an escape from life for a few hours. It’s seriously so well done.
#gifted #heytherechelsie #myvibrantlife #halecentretheatre #guysanddolls #utahtheatre #momentsofjoy #thingstodoinutah #utahunique
Sometimes you gotta bleed to know That you’re a Sometimes you gotta bleed to know 
That you’re alive and have a soul ❤️‍🩹 
#heytherechelsie #ttccommunity #ttcjourney #ttcaftermiscarriage #infertilityawareness #infertilitywarrior #twentyonepilotslyrics #miscarriageawareness #infertilityjourney

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